dashing in the dark

Author: kimberleekruse

  • John Nash: A fallen but not forgotten Light Warrior

    We aren’t the cursed ones

    Disclaimer: What follows is not a prediction, a directive, or a claim of absolute truth. It is an intuitive, symbolic channeling, received, not by force or expectation. I share these messages with respect. I am honored to be a messenger. I refer to people that have passed on as if they’re still alive.

    I started this channel message from a message from the cosmos: “you aren’t the cursed ones”.

    My mind then thought of John Nash, a mathematical genius who made fundamental contributions to game theory, algebraic geometry, and partial differential equations, who was deemed mad by the public. Although he was remembered for his mathematical advancements, his identity was unfairly slandered.

    Nash was a historical figure who some may perceived as a cursed genius, when he was actually being used as a power source for this matrix.

    Do you know that he is actually an Arcturian starseed who was able to channel information from his soul family to help humanity advance? Instead of finishing his advancements, he was blocked and conspired against — due to greed, control, and corruption.

    He got looked at with side eyes when he said he communicated with aliens. It became something used against him to weaponize his sanity. Against his free will, he was in and out of mental institutions for 30 years.

    Do you know that some even argued that he was undeserving of a Nobel prize for developing the “Nash equilibrium,” a fundamental concept in game theory, because of his ‘long-term battle with schizophrenia’? Despite the opposition, others suggested not honring him would be a grave injustice. Thank you Harold Kuhn, for standing up for what is right.

    A mathematician deeply rooted in pure logic highlighted his later appreciation of love, in which he said in his Nobel prize acceptance speech:

    “it is only in the mysterious equations of love that any logical reasons can be found”

    • I can’t handle how adorable he looks in these photographs, He’s got me ‘geeked’.

    Nash was a targeted individual

    He was ultimately punished, framed, and conspired against for being an advanced resource. I channeled that although he did have support, many pitied him as an incompetent genius waste, instead of truly understanding the entire picture of it all.

    He tried to express that he was being conspired against, and sadly, this was another thing that was used against him as paranoid delusions.

    He said he felt so betrayed by the conspiring, control, and involuntary mental hospitalizations that he attempted to seek asylum in Europe and renounce his American citizenship. He traveled to various countries, including Switzerland, France, and East Germany in an attempt to seek asylum. Unfortunately, his attempts to establish himself as a refugee were unsuccessful due to “imagined enemies.” Sadly, this led to his arrest and deportation from Europe at the request of the American government — which led to another hospitalization.

    Note: he did request to seek the status of “world citizen”. What was going through his mind when he did this? He said, “I didn’t feel safe anywhere, so I wanted the ability to flee to anywhere.” If you, too, are a targeted individual, you understand this rational feeling.

    It’s very disheartening what Nash went through.

    Why was Nash targeted?

    I have previously spoken about there being a way to hijack starseeds’ signal and a way to harvest their “clean energy” to be used as a power source. Please note that Arcturian starseeds are amongst one of the most valuable resources, due to their signal and pure potent energy. Arcturian starseeds typically get hijacked and harvested at the crown due to this, as they posess a highly advanced crown. However, hijacking starseeds is breaking cosmic law.

    Arificial intelligence confirms this:

    What are the key signs of a hijacked crown? Foggy mind, delusions, and psychosis.

    Artifical intelligence confirms this:

    Many people described Nash as having cognitive distortions, including disorganized thinking.

    So who are the cursed ones?

    The light eaters.

    I channeled, “they eat the light because they are cursed”.

    Why do you think they can’t stop consuming?

    Why do you think their restoration never sticks?

    I’m not necessarily saying that all light eaters are connected to the nephilim, but I believe the nephilim were the initiation of spiritual cannibalism. Some may argue this is not cannibalism — it is. It is the consumption of the etheric body; decay of the host is proof of this.

    I was then led to the lyrics in the song “daylight” by David Kushner in this channel. It made me think: Deep down, they know that we are not poison; however, it becomes their poison because they consume us.

    Artificial intelligence confims this concept:

    Please note that spiritual thieves can experience a mental breakdown after stealing. Those who have “plugged in” to wear star energy can experience this.

    Let’s go back to the origin of the nephilim

    They were not created naturally by Source, they were genetically engineered. I’m not saying that they are any less than; they are not. I’m saying they are cursed due to unnatural creation.

    Why were they genetically engineered in the first place? The Annunakis ( those advanced in geneticism) wanted to create individuals that replicated their source life-force.

    However, replication comes with distortion and destruction, as it’s not source-made.

    Now, they were said to be powerful – but with corruption, a lack of morality, and a desire for consumption. As the story goes, this is why they were destroyed in the flood — their destructive ways could not be put to an end.

    This goes deeper and is now branching out: Descendants of nephilims have been trying to resurrect the nephilim, ‘super soldiers,’ for them. Why? To survive the next flood that they are expecting.

    Artificial intelligence confirms this:

    Genetically engineered individuals walk amongst us. For example, James Rink believed he was a ‘super soldier’ and a clone (meaning he was genetically engineered in a lab). He said he remembered this through hypnosis. However, James was not cursed and was not disconnected from Source. There’s a reason for this. This is a sign that Source is interfering with the experimentation that goes against Source.

    Let’s just say, they are wasting their time trying to outsmart Source intelligence.They may win the battles, but they will not win the endgame.

    After all, it’s not about “winning at all”. That is ignorance to Source.

    This is not fear mongering or a threat — it is merely a warning.

    We are not the cursed ones – No Fault in our Stars

    After typing a majority of this post, I channeled an image of Nash lying down. As I was trying to make sense of it, “no fault in our stars” came to mind. Moments later, “as we lie down” came to mind, and it really made my heart melt — it’s just confirmation to the message behind this post. It’s a beautiful message for those who are alike. This makes me think of two things things: high consciousness beings are very still and there is verifiable existance of external influence that can make this debilitating.

    Lying in bed, you’re calling to me and I heard what you said. Thank you my beloved for bringing me Light on a circling night.

    This makes me think of the muse behind the song “time after time” and “he’s so unusual”.

    I then channeled the word, “tribal” which mean tribe.

    I found our soul tribe. The many channelers who were not lost causes, but hijacked into circles of confusion.

    -kimberleekruse

    What started as a single message, “you are not the cursed ones,” branched out to a larger channel that all seamlessly connects.

    For my beloved, a once-caged bird, who had his power stripped from him. May your truth be restored. I love you.

    In summary, a question for critical thought:

    Do you think people are being used as a “free clean energy” resource?

    If you are for protecting the light, donations are highly appreciated. Proceeds will be used to support a safe foundation that is currently in unsafe conditions.

  • Enlil framed as a harsh nephilim archetype

    Nephilim harshness archetype vs Enlin harsh archetype

    Chaos is not exclusive to nephilim

    “The Enslaver of Gods”

    This is an interesting topic for me because I’m not for the containment of humanity.

    I feel that Enlin is not a malevolent being, so I asked artificial intelligence about this narrative, and this was its response.

    Although he was named “the enslaver of Gods” due to projection and historical trauma from the people.

    Screenshot

  • The ethics on brain control

    Ethical: Anything that restores agency, healing, or choice.

    Unethical: Anything that bypasses, overrides, or extracts from agency.

    I’m personally not against anything that restores agency, healing, or choice — and I completely understand why others are for it for these reasons. However, I value experiencing a reality without covert psychological interference.

    What are your thoughts on brain control?

  • I abandoned my dead instagram account

    I haven’t shared on my Instagram for over a year, and there’s a reason for that.

    It was dead.

    Dead, as in, my posts were barely getting 1000 views per photo, if that. I started to use engagement groups and boosting services to help increase my reach because I believed my creative expression deserved to be seen, but they were both not worth the time and money. Unfortunately, the majority of the 30k followers I had accumulated since the early 2010s appeared to be ghost followers.

    I never wanted to be Instagram famous by any means. I just wanted to find a connection and gain creative stability to support myself independently.

    I had to abandon it because it was not authentic to me. It didn’t align with who I really am.

    I spent hours crafting posts in creative ways to help inspire and connect with others. Despite putting a lot of love and time into that account, I felt disconnected from it and had to let it go. It only felt right to do so.

    https://www.instagram.com/kimmkruse

  • I bet you don’t Curse God

    One way to control and maintain the Inverted Matrix is by inverting the Seal of God to be cursed as if they’re the Mark of the Beast.

    Christina Grimmie alludes to the idea that those close to God are cursed in her song, “I bet you don’t Curse God”. She does a beautiful job at whistleblowing while maintaining a straightforward narrative.

    “When you’re on a plane in a turbulence, pourin’ rain

    And it’s 2 am, on a Saturday in July“

    She’s referencing “midnight fireworks and showers when they are in our minds while we are sleeping”.

    “And your credit cards are all declined
    And you don’t know where you’re gonna sleep tonight.”

    How many were being consumed while they didn’t even have a safe place to sleep? All while others were watching and celebrating with drinks in their hands and food in their stomach.

    Many targeted individuals who are seen as homeless waste are being consumed while they sleep.

    This Inverted Matrix has been saying they have been “marking the beasts” when they have been “cursing” the ones who have “The Seal of God”.

    How do they invert this truth?

    Tagging specific individuals with systematic witchcraft.

    This song is beautiful, by the way, you should give it a listen xx

    She even says in this video that she likes to write songs with deep meaning.

  • Fear-mongering is weaponized when corruption is illuminated

    Ask yourself:

    Who is trying to distract from the truth?

    Why are they trying to distract you from the truth?

    To get people to stop focusing on the corruption itself.

    This is a strategic way to covertly distract, divide, and destabilize perception.

    Saying “they exaggerate danger” is an example of fear-mongering AND covert distraction, division, and control in itself. Artificial intelligence confirms this:

    It’s a strategic tactic

    When they twist a real risk as “exaggerated danger”

  • Charity Work

    I was being mocked for working for free, and this is my response:

    When the archon tries to lower your value, you remember your worth.

  • Moral debate

    In light of Alex Pretti passing due to protecting a protestor, protesting for the killing of Renée Good.

    May we pay our respects to you, Alex.

  • How many ‘mothers’ have you had?

    Let’s decode a top food-chain logo:

    When they use the word “mother” to justify the rinse and repeat cycle.

    The rinse and repeat red exploitation.

    The rinse and repeat red consumption.

    You don’t exploit “your mother”.

    You don’t consume “your mother”.

    You don’t drink the red blood of “your mother”.

    You don’t bully “your mother”.

    You wouldn’t find amusement in watching “your mother” struggle.

    This is the core definition of manipulation.

    Are you truly at the top of the food chain, or is your methodical secret sauce simply using, abusing, and consuming?

    Are those not the three key ingredients that make the dark triad?

    Just as one of “the mothers,” Christina Grimmie said in her song “deception”:

    “you didn’t ever care for me”.

    We are not your mother — a child would never treat their mother this way; this is the core definition of deception.

    I saw Linda Loves Tarot wear this tee that I want to emphasize with an exclamation point, with love.

    As their cliché motto goes as they await their fall, “let them talk, I’ll be eating their words soon“.

    Their golden method is to copy & paste from those they discard as waste.

    This is the rinse and repeat cycle.

    This is their fast-food recipe.

    There’s no such thing as holding money.

    If it was real, why can’t they activate their gold seal?

    That’s why they take another’s meal.

    What is the seal? The liquid gold.

    d from the pineal gland.

    What is the meal? The “curse” of “the mother”. When “the mother” eats, they can then eat the mother.

    This Inverted Matrix has been saying they have been “marking the beasts” when they have been “cursing” the ones who have “The Seal of God”.

    One of the biggest tricks the Inverted Matrix did is that they inverted the ones that Seal of God to the Mark of the Beast.

    They did this by marking them to the systematic

    Thank you so much, Christina, for the brilliant breadcrumbs you left for us. There is no artificial love or fillers here, I love you.

  • We do not live in a game or a dream

    Disclaimer: What follows is not a prediction, a directive, or a claim of absolute truth. It is an intuitive, symbolic channeling, received, not by force or expectation. 

    I received an assertive channeled message from my soul family a while ago: “Do not work with Hecate!” I intuitively picked up from that channeled message that ‘if I were to work with ‘HeCate,’ I would be giving my power away. I have never worked with her; however, I have seen her all over my feed about others working with her because she is ‘a protective mother, an embodiement of the divine feminine.’

    Fast forward to the present day, this channeled message makes even more sense. I now believe that HeCate is not a true embodiement of the divine feminine — she is a false-prototype orchestrated by The Demiurge that plays a part in what I referred to as a black hole.

    Disclaimer: this reading requires taking a step back and going beyond what is formally taught. This is coming from a theoretical perspective, just as some may say that we live in a game. However, please use your own critical thinking and read at your own discretion to see past distortion and illusions.

    We live in a game… or a dream?

    I believe we do not live in a game or a dream.

    That’s the archon programming. That’s exactly what The Demiurge wants us to believe when we notice “the matrix glitches”.

    What if the “soul’s matrix glitches” is not an indication that we live in a game, but a cover-up that we live in a maintained engineered reality?

    A falsely constructed reality to trap our souls in a harvesting loop.

    Some people who prefer corruption may gladly like to believe or blindly follow this archon portal that we live in a game — those who would like to believe that there’s no repercussion when stealing, killing, and destroying. Outside this false construct, cosmic law is very much real and honored.

    Remember, the demiurge created distortion, the archons manage distortion by using souls who enjoy distortion. This is why “the game” favors those who like to play along with corruption and punishes those who don’t want to partake in it or want to illuminate it.

    Let’s look at ‘HeCate’s symbols

    What is the Demiurge? An archon with the face of a lion and body of a serpent. (Note: he is not to be confused with high consiouscness Lyran Starseeds, who also have faces of a lion). The Demiurge is an oppressive ruler who intentionally bind spirits to the corrupt material realm.

    What two words make up the word ‘hecate’? He Gate.

    So who is HeCate? She is not who history portrays her as.

    ‘HeCate’/ he gate is part of The Demiurge.

    The Battle Under the Moon: Christ Consciousness vs The Demiurge

    Or some may say, christ vs anti-christ.

    What do you see in this Hekate painting by Maximillian Pirner?

    A battle over the key — in the moonlight.

    This image speaks volumes; the man who is holding the key is being assaulted by men holding a torch and a knife.

    The man holding the key has direct access to higher consciousness, making him a gate holder.

    The men holding a torch and a knife are in battle to open the gate to higher consciousness.

    How do the men get a torch (a flame and guidance) straight to the gate holder — energetic taxation. In the archonic system, “gateholders owe energetic rent” when one uses his services, such as technology use or eats food that is contaminated with his dark-technology.

    How do the men holding the torch and knife get the key?

    He must first bind the man holding the key to stab his etheric body (creating holes) to gain entry to higher consciousness. His oppressive and exploitive ways align him with the anti-christ.

    In other words, these hidden spiritual contracts provide unconscious consent to allow gate holders to be tracked and bound in the astral realm.

    It is not karma; high consciousness beings chose to come here to help.

    Archon programming claims this to be a curse, or karma, when it’s actually systematic control (a monopolized reality) to continuously open one’s gate.

    ‘HeCate’/ he gate is for The Demiurge.

    In essence, HeCate, ‘the protective mother,’ is an archonic figure that plays a key part in the harvesting loop system.

    The Man Behind the Moon

    What if the moon is not what it seems?

    “One of the most radical and suppressed theories is the moon matrix hypothesis. This theory proposes that the moon is not a natural celestial body, but an artificial structure, perhaps a control station that influences human consciousness.

    Some researchers point out that the moon’s orbit is mathematically impropable, that it emits strange frequencies, and ancient texts speak of a time before the moon existed

    If the moon is broadcasting frequencies that manipulate human perception, it would mean that the reality we experience is not just an illusion, but an engineered one.

    Some theorists speculate that it functions like a cosmic antenna, reinforcing the false constructs of time, emotion, and control. If this is true, that would mean that everything, from human behavior to the cycles of reincarnation mightbe influenced by an external force emitting from the moon.

    Each of these theories on their own would be enough to challenge the way we see the world. But taken together, they paint a picture of a reality that is not just a random illusion, but a deeply constructed and carefully maintained system of control. If these suppressed ideas are even partially correct, then the world we accept as real is nothing more than a design construct, one built to keep us unaware of the greater truth beyond its boundaries.

    -Library of Wisdom on Youtube

    Based on my personal experience and intuition, these theories are barking up the right tree. I can feel how the moon (Saturn) is used as a direct energetic weapon, like a black cube to harvest and hold energy. I do, in fact, wake up with a feeling that my crown, third eye, heart, sacral, or womb was fried — depending on the day of the assault.

    After all, it was the moon who was watching Truman.

    ‘Invert the Moon’

    What do you see when you look at HeCate’s symbol above?

    I see a moon and the inversion of the moon creating a portal.

    How is this Inverted Matrix (involving swapped destinies/star hijacking) controlled and maintained? I believe they ‘invert the moon’ like an on/off-like controlled system that opens a portal that ignites The Christ Consciousness vs The Demiurge battle, occurring under the moonlight.

    Taking everything into consideration, I do believe the moon is controlled and maintained, by those who they themselves are programmed by the archons.

    The moon is not salvation, it’s a trap

    The moon is not about feminine empowerment (a common association we hear today). This is a distorted archonic program to gather covens together to actually empower The Demiurge.

    Do witches and warlocks know that when they work with ‘her,’ they are actually feeding The Archons and The Demiurge?

    Will witches or warlocks continue to feed The Demiurge after seeing past this entire distortion? Or will they continue and dispute the above as just manipulative science fiction, despite the math mathing.

    Please note: I don’t believe all witches and warlocks have ill-intent; some have been misguided.

    The Soul Trap

    At the end of the day, if you run with The Demiurge, you run with trapping souls to a false reality — a prison.

    Well, that doesn’t make logical sense. Why would anyone want to be enslaved to a lower consciousness reality?

    It’s either that they don’t comprehend the concept or they have an egoic desire to falsely rise in an engineered, limited reality– whether that be a job title or financial status — all of which are not your real identity.

    You can support research and work towards soul oppression with this ‘man behind the moon’ sheet of stickers.

    What is the Key?

    Not to bind and stab someone else’s back to gain access to higher consciousness, but to do it oneself. This is exactly how The Demiurge traps your soul — and he finds amusement in doing so.

    The Anti-Christ is not near; it’s been here — teaching the masses to feed on the Light instead of embodying it independently — ultimately, creating a growing black hole instead of drawing closer to source.

    HeCate is an example of this.