dashing in the dark

Someone asked me, “how can you heal others when you aren’t healed yourself and your life isn’t together?”

My life isn’t together — but my calling is.

A spiritual teacher, Lazaris put things in a whole new perspective:

“The definition of a great healer is someone who was very sick and got well quickly”. Richard Gordon said, “if you think about this, it becomes clear that the healer is truly a healing facilitator”.

I was down pretty bad last month. Down bad, as in, one more day and my body could have shut down.

It is believed that I had survived a death blood magic attack, a sacrificial death ritual.

While I was quickly being drained from my life force, others were getting juiced up in their glory. This very much sounds like a parasitic harvesting system until death. This was no natural sickness, this was etheric siphoning from blood binding. Come to find out, my blood tests came out abnormal – which is a sign of death blood harvesting magic.

The drastic changes in my eyes is believed to be due to etheric swapping and depletion. Despite my past horrific appearance, I was indeed drug and alcohol free. 

April (before)

May

June

July

I send my love and gratitude to all the first responders, nurses, doctors, my spirit team, and God/sourc/universe who helped saved my life when my body was shutting down. I am so thankful for life. This experience has made me want to dedicate this life to spiritual work.